This is how i feel right now.

you left my house.
you dont want me to send you off
you forced me to make a U-turn and go home
i tried to say no. but in the end i stil went home as you told me to.
you said you need time.
i hold back my tears. i didnt cry. i dont wana tel you hw i feel
i am afraid that i'll hurt you again.
i am confused.